F is for Finding the answer
I have decided that I am not going to live for the rest of my life, by myself. Mind you, that is easier said that done, but think on it, living in my own house with only shadows to accompany me is one `he--` of an existence. Why do I want anyone, more trouble than it is worth say most, usually, younger oldies - sure, but that is not actually true, it is nice to have a companion, it is nice to talk to someone other than four walls, so the answer must be a friend, companion or someone more, preferably the latter. It is nice to hold someone close, not to have to go to bed with a hot-water bottle, and yes, it is nice for lips to touch and maybe more ! Silly old ----- no, not really, do you get real enjoyment from a book, watching TV, I do not believe it, I don't, you certainly cannot get enjoyment from doing things by yourself - although I do know the very odd few who do !
I neeedd to do more ...........